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Just another day

2012-01-12T09:19:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Puropta.

|| PU-PU-PUU-PUUUU-PUROPTA. =/||

Look at my blog. *sigh*

Look at my blog. *shakes head*

My life now is like a mess, it's empty and lifeless.

I stayed at home for every single days.

I slept late at night and obviously i woke up late at every morning HAA.

I read, i sleep, i listen the songs.

On the other hand, it is a relax and enjoyable life though. =D

Therefore, i have plenty of time to do what i want and so i discovered a band which is pretty nice.

The name goes by NELL.

I like their songs and concept so much when i first listen to their songs. =D

The next thing that i want to do is search for their albums in Artist Galleries.

NELL - Drifting Away

Well, I don't really shed tears easily, especially towards song but this song makes me feel sad and yet it is so meaningful.

This song possesses strong emotions and undoubtedly makes it my favorite for all the time.

It is a waste because they aren't as famous as other rookie. =(

But they are good.

.:shuenyee:.

Random

2011-12-22T10:22:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Infinite.
||Ooh-ouh.Addicted.||

MWAHAHA. Its now 2.25.

Obviously, i cant sleep. =/
I've just finished those panjang lebar dan soalan yang berulang alik sahaja. *faint*
AHA.Everything should be flowww smoothly tomorrow. *smirk*

I like him.
The way he sings, with much passion. ♥

Off to bed. TTFN.

.:shuenyee:.

Don't Act Foolish

2011-12-18T07:35:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Swag.
||Swaggerr! xD||

Not much to say, but just to share a song that i was listening lately.
It is a song named 'Dont act foolish' by a new artist ALi.
Haha, dont get me wrong, ALi is a 'she' but not a 'he'.
ALi is a korean but not a malay.

The song goes like this,
'Even when your heart hurts, don't cry.
Even when you want to die, don't die.
If they want to leave, let them go.
If you want to hold to them, don't.'

This song is coincide with my thinking, of not pushing things too hard.
Of course, people may think that it is a coward's action but it is opposite to me.
I strongly believe that life is about give and take.
You may gain as well as lose,
People may leave as well as come into your life.
There is a limit though, a time limit.
When the time comes, no matter how hard you try you have to let go.
WHY? just because that is not yours anymore.
Feeling is the hardest thing to control and of course human can't do that.
Let go is a wiser choice. =]

Don't ever think to commit suicide, there are still several ways to tell the person what they did were just so wrong.

'Farewell are like this, at first it really, really hurts.
the sky is falling and everything else crashes, its all chaos.
At time, you cant sleep because you are mad.'

Indeed, farewell are heart broking.
At the same time, it just simply means the person is important, so so so much important than you can ever imagine.
AHH. its hard to let go sometimes, but still it is not that hard if you really get over it.
HAAAAA.

Well, just a piece of crap though.
Here is it,

'Don't Act Foolish' by ALi and Yong Junhyung.

PEACE. =]

.:shuenyee:.

几米

2011-10-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

在新一天悄悄地降临前, 我想分享一段我觉得很有意思的一段话.

生命中，不断的有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见了；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不段的有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？ --- 摘自几米语录.

是的, 最近几米引起了我的注意.
简单的插图配上有意思的话语, 却把我给吸引了.
虽然我对这个名绘本作家并没了如指掌, 但是我期待与他的作品的相遇.

.:shuenyee:.

简介

2011-10-25T07:42:00.000-07:00

我想把我家部落格'改革'成中文部落格.
我想....应该还不赖吧.. xD
凭着我对中文的热诚 *哈哈,自恋一下应该没关系吧?*
这部落格的寿命应该会很长很长的......

好吧, 第一个关键问题,

为什么想不开, 竟把亲爱的部落格变成中文呢?
呃,老实说, 因为中文比较有感觉. ==

英文没有感觉吗?
不是没有, 只是大人我感觉不到.

对于英文, 它是有极限的东西 *至少对我来说*
我常用英文来表达悲伤的心情, 却很少写些开心的.
欣仪秋苑快把我给拖到后巷打晕了.
对此, 我为我家部落格深感抱歉. *鞠躬*

庆祝我家部落格息影两个月后重新开张,
我会尽量分享些开心的事情.

重新认识我与我的部落格吧!

你好, 我是刘淑仪. =)

雨

2011-08-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

不想否认,我今天心情糟透了.
但是今天竟然下了一整天的雨, 心情好像随着那滴滴答答的小雨开朗起来. =D
哈哈,对了.请不要怀疑,本人是随着雨天而心情变漂亮的.
所以, 那些 '诬赖' 雨天是让人堆不起笑容的根据基本上是大错特错.

我总觉得与雨天有着说不清的熟悉.
雨天带给我说不出的安慰, 陌生既熟悉的味道.
几乎每次失意是都会下起雨, 对我来说那时一种独一无二的安慰.
一种, 超越了解的理解; 一种, 让我很舒服的..味道.
每年的生日, 都会碰上雨天.
而且还是刮大风, 雨下的稀哩哗啦的.

我爱上了这个味道, 涩涩的,凉凉的,
那仅仅属于雨的味道.

.:shuenyee:.

2011-08-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

Everything seems to be so wrong right now.
Everything seems to be so wrong right now.
Everything seems to be so wrong right now.

DAMN IT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE SO WRONG.

saya emo sangat.

Therapy

2011-07-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: All Time Low.
||they are just simply amazing.||

"Therapy is every kid's nightmare. When everyone is telling you you need help and all you really want is a hug." - Alex Gaskarth

"This goes out to anybody who feels alone, anybody who has felt betrayed, anybody who feels uncomfortable in their own skin because of the people around them. Be who you are no matter what. I swear to God you are the most fucking beautiful people. Don't let anybody change your mind." - Alex Gaskarth's speech (Therapy)

''The true ones is not the person who is there for you at the beginning, but always be there til the end'' - Alex Gaskarth.

SEE SEE SEE?! This is why im so frigging like him.So amazing.He really does understand.

Here goes by,

.:shuenyee:.

Yeah, put your hands up

2011-07-09T10:03:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: A daydream away.
||Sigh.||

I feel like blogging.
Oh yeah, i feel like blogging :)
But i have no idea where should i start. :(

Well well well, maybe i should start it from National Competition.
We're the second runner-up.
I don't deny that im ohsofrigging upset and this ohsobrilliant result makes me emo for a few days.
I can't really accept the fact that we lose, it's not like i am not brave enough to admit my lose but.. why? i mean... why?
It ended up with no answer.Nahh.
Nevertheless, it has be my awesome momories in my high school life (who knows that we are going to perform at night?) and a very awesome experiences too, that kind of nervous, cheering from the supporters, the so-called smartest look from you that you have never seen by yourself, the tiring life that you never thought you are now living in, the desperation that you never been through before..

Concert is around the corner, which mean my band life is going to end too.
Whenever i thought of this, it makes my day turns awful.
Although sometimes there are fight*?!*, argument and so on...
I think im going to miss band life so much, sigh.

Proceed to the next topic, ME.
Oh my god oh my god ohhhhh my god.
I don't even know what the hell am i thinking.
My life is miserable and thought of trial exam i think im going to turn in to pieces of glasses. :(
I haven't start my revision. NOJOKEISAIDIHAVEN'TSTARTEDMYREVISIONNNNNNANDITDRIVESMECRAZYYYYY.
OH NO.
OH NO.
Lately, i have some kind of awkward feeling, regret.
I don't know what the hell that im regret for, but im regret. ==

Oh yeah, i feel like eating.
Im going to try every single titbits in seven-eleven! =D
Okay, that's seriously insane. ==

I discovered something, too with Eileen.
YELLOW IS IN THE BEST BEST BEST BEST COLOUR FOR SMILEY.

The cutest thing that is the cutest to me! hahahahaha xD
Reminds me of the smiley t-shirt.ISH.I WANT THE SMILEY T SHIRT LA.

MY ALL TIME LOW'S NEW ALBUM RELEASED!
*do mark my word, my ATL, hahahaha xD*
Finally, phew.
They are back with the new album titled 'Dirty Work'.
I like them since i was form 3 or 4 i think. I like the way Alex expresses his feeling in to the songs and lyrics.Their song lyrics are straight forward, does not need of those luxury words.The most important thing is, Alexander sings out what i feel sometimes, As a teen.
That's why they are one of my favorite boy band! =D
Many of their fans said ATL changed and their songs are heading into mainstream.... but who cares? as long as their songs are still nice, alex's vocal is still good and ATL is still ALL TIME LOW. =D

My favourite beats are A daydream away ,I feel like dancing and Return the favor.
A daydream away reminds me of 'Therapy' which is in the previous album 'Nothing Personal', it is nice though while I feel like dancing makes me feel like dancing! Haha!

I feel like dancing tonight,I'm gonna party like it's my civil right,(everybody get kinda awesome).It doesn't matter where, I don't care if people stare, because I feel like dancing tonight. --- i feel like dancin by ATL

.:shuenyee:.

2011-07-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

分不清了.

怎么办?真的分不清了.

T^T

.:shuenyee:.

110606

2011-06-05T10:29:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Joker.

||AHHHHHH...joker joker jokerrr!!||

HAHA.

Kinda hyper when i speak of Joker. ><

You'll know who im talking about if you really do understand what 'Joker' means. =D

*Ahhh... i tell you i tell you, he is freaking freaking freaking freakingggg...... kyyaaaaa!!!*

Better stop before this post become All-About-Joker.

Ah.The 8th days.

Its 1.30 over here and hell yea im insomnia. -____________-

On Raining Day -- Beast

TRANSLATION

[DJ] When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls
Everything is still
.
[KK] Even today, without a doubt
I can’t get out of it
I can’t get out from the thoughts of you
.
[YS] Now
I know that it’s the end
I know that it’s all just foolishness
Now I know that it’s not true
[HS] I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

[JH] I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking
Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn’t mean that I miss you, no it doesn’t mean that
It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp
When it’s the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you
Making the excuse that it’s all memories, I take a step forward
I don’t even make the effort to escape
.
[DW] Now
I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you
But when the rain falls again
[KK] All the memories of you I hid with effort
It all comes back, it must be looking for you
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
.
(To you) [HS] Now there is no path for me to return
But looking at your happy face
[DW] I will still try to laugh since I was the one
Without the strength to stop you
.
[YS] On the rainy days you come and find me
Torturing me through the night
When the rain starts to stop, you follow
Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well
.
[JH] What can I do about something that already ended?
I’m just regretting after like the stupid fool I am
Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well
.
[JH] Rain always falls so it will repeat again
When it stops, that’s when I will stop as well

I likey this song very much =D

.:shuenyee:.

2011-05-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

YET.

I still cant walk out.

.:shuenyee:.

Untitled

2011-04-27T05:37:00.000-07:00

I've always wanting to have a bestie, who can understand me without any single word.
I've always blaming that no one understand me, not even now.
I've always blaming others for hurted me and didnt even care what my thinking is.

You dont rely on me much, maybe you will think of me when you need me and Im not really playing an important role in your life
But

SEE, IM SUCH AN UNTRUSTWORTHY FRIEND.

Fcking Perfect - Pink

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead

So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all i can think of
Chased down all my demons
see you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fckin' perfect to me

The world stares while i swallow the fear
The only thing i should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, 'cause they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
String ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me

.:shuenyee:.

Back

2011-03-14T04:18:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: G.O.
|| strongly addicted, Oh no. x.x||

This is 'Cry' from Mblaq.
Mblaq somehow really 'resembles' with Rain, its like you can see Rain's style of songs and dances.Hmm.
Dont misunderstood, that wasnt LeeJoon who I like hahaha.
It is G.O who has a powerful vocal LOL *no offense to Joon's fans*
He looks good without mustaches. =)

I really dislike this feeling, when i dont have choice anymore and have to accept everything in front of me. Its matter of trust.Yeah, indeed. But i just can't.

AH.just forget bout it.

.:shuenyee:.

从不属于我的

2011-02-11T07:07:00.000-08:00

天上有许许多多的星星，但是我却找不到一颗，我永远不会是后备的。
混乱飘落的枫叶，就像我的情绪一样，被一波又一波的挑起。
我不需要同情，更不需要所谓的可怜。
不需路人的安慰，不需要多余的评论。
不需要那一闪而过的记得，不需要那同情。

星星一闪一闪，我把他们都尽收眼底。
在我以为会把他们永远的拥有时，忽略了，原来星星从来就没有像我宣告我对他们的持有权。
每天，不管哪一个夜里，星星从不迟到，绕着我，绕着黑夜，绕着月亮，绕着云朵。
但是，究竟哪一颗，是永远属于我一个人的?
究竟哪一颗，会永远分享只有我一个人的喜怒哀乐？
究竟哪一颗，会愿意让我成为永远的第一个？

我想，风把我的问题，加上答案给吹走了。
发现，自己好比在那无际的大海。
蓝色，我想是一种警报，撕裂了蓝天的温柔。
而我，开始沦陷，无法自拔。
也开始理解，原来解脱的方法，

很简单。

那就是

开始习惯。

Beastly beastly new year

2011-02-04T08:16:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: beast.
||비스트!비스트! 비스트! ||

Okay, its kinda weird to listen this kind of sad song during Chinese new year, but....
SHE IS AWESOME *thumbs up*
She used to be the back up dancer for Hyuna's 'Change' mv, but now she's a great singer and a great dancer at the same time. *jjang*
Okay, really have to admit that i listen to this song because of Yong junhyung(sreammssss) although he's just appeared for bout 8 second...but he is the only reason for me to watch that mv and of course listen to that song tooo. But it ends up with impressed by G.Na's vocal.
She is real great and she isss pweeettyyyy =D

Oh yea, this song had been played again and again in my player til wanna kaboom already haha, nice song though.

I'll back off so you can live better -- G.Na

'I’ll back off so you can live,that is all I can say.
I’ll forget you so you can live better, so that you’ll be happy without me...'

Before i forgot, YOON DOOJOON YOON DOOJOON!He's souuuuu hawt! He really makes me fall for himm *kyaaaaaa* >___<

.:shuenyee:.

Smile again.

2011-01-27T05:19:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: awkward.
||AHHH~~ AWKWARD AWKWARD == ||

我真得很没用。T^T
Otoke? 感觉上，真的一无所处。
惨了啦。怎么办?
到哪里去找 “用处” 给自己？
所以，今天的我心情很糟。一直拼命地在找自己的用处。很可笑是不是？但是当你陷入其中的时候，就会知道那是一种悲哀。后来的后来，我好像找到了，那就是，用自己的不完美来衬托别人的完美。
结果，
我的天空今天非常灰。
然后，就开始发脾气伤害人了。
唉哉。

Smile again -- Ryeokwook (Super Junior)
这首歌，应该是最好的安慰。
淡淡的悲伤，轻轻的旋律。

.:shuenyee:.

Cleaning (PART 2)

2011-01-02T05:50:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Chores.
||AHHHHH not again?!||

Today i am having war with chores again. *screammmmmmm*
Im fine with chores but the most hardest part is IMMA DOING ALL ON MY OWN.
I couldnt find any human to rescue me as my younger brother is trying to rescue me but unfortunately he pushes me into 'do double worksss' dilemma.
Therefore, i decided to do all my own. ==

Settled chores, its time to do some cleaning. *part 2*
Its the time to put back Form4's books and dig out books which are not used.

Books which i dig out.Kinda messy. xD

Drills.When i was Form2.Cant believe that i am Form5 now. :(

Papers and Book. Am going to read this book. Teeheeee.

Form 4 books which i am going to put inside the cupboard. =D

Standard 6's essay.LOL

PMR's ramalan paper from quite lots of states.Cant believe that i actually did one stack of them.haha.

Huuuuu.Nightmare -- Geography.Buhbye *waves hands*

For my brother.Hohooo.

For sell.

Thats the end of my holidays.No more relax-relax already.
Buhbye Holidays.Miss you. :(

.:shuenyee:.

10111

2011-01-01T03:17:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Hello.
||say hello to 2011, say hello to chores, say hello to new life, say hello to form 5 and last but not least say hello to school.||

Today, is the day! ahaha the brand new year which is 2011!
Everything are going to have a changee, for sure is change to become better and more more better. =D
Oh well, i started my day with chores. TT lots and lotssss of choresss.
I woke up early to do washing, prepare breakfast, sweeep floor etc etc.

OWWWHH I MISS MY BROTHER.Hope he'll recover as sooon as possibleee because i really really really misss himmm. :(

There is no problem with chores, but there is problem with the atmosphere.
Ahaha, i know i was becoming weird, but really there is the problem with atmosphere.
Its like i am living in the space, time prolonged and the weird atmosphere prolonged then silenceeee..... ==
AHHHH i really dont like it. :(

Do some cleaning before school reopen.

This is after i've done the cleaning. =D

Form 4's books which im going to put into another cupboard.

Messsy messsyyy. :D

Gloves, sunblocks and scores.Noticed? haha its The Lion King. *RAWWRR*

Presie from Puiying, Ella and Otosan.

Farewell and Anniversary ; Outing with Clara and Huanlee.

We went to Gurney Plazza and spend most of our time at Redbox. xD
All i havta say is, Redbox's staffs are so 'three lines'.
First of all, our microphone runs off battery and then the staff come in and argue with us that it wasnt and show us that the microphone is having yellow light (can function). We said just now that was red light(run off battery) he still argue with us. == After that he said, 'no la, i was just bluff you all wan la hahaha...'
We was like.... *froze* ==
Later, a 'Santa' walk in pulak. =.=
We almost sing til climax then suddenly..
'HO HO HO HOHHHOOOO....' *breaks in*
We: *hands hold microphone, stopped singing.froze*
He: *froze awhile when saw we stopped*...... ah... HOHOHO, merry christmas!!! ==
We: *stare at him* *music is still playing~~*
He: ahh..... *take off my microphone, open my hand and put candy on my palm then continued* HOHOHOOOO........

Having dinner at Seoul Garden.

ICE CREAM! mwahahahaaaaa

Camera-shy haha

Flutist bookmark from Emma. =0=

From Puiying.Ya'll never guess it right what this was hahahaha xD

From Ella. *FLUTISTS ROCK!*

.:shuenyee:.

Untitled :)

2010-12-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Sharp.
||AHHH~~||

It seem to be quite a lonnnng while since my last update.Finally everything had already settle down. *PC problem, hand phone problem, PC problem , hand phone problem*

Training camp started so havta say goodbye to bed more more more early :(
This is the unwilling part of everyday.
But still when its the time, really will wake up automatically HOHOHO.
Had been friend with my so-called 'new instrument'.
For the first day of training camp,I dont think it likes me huuhuuuuuuuuuuu T^T
We was like, really really really cannot 'communicate' LOL.
But after a few days, i think we should be okay. :)

Captured at a very 'yeppo' morning.
A very good start at first day of training camp. teeehheee.

YONG JUNHYUNG! =D
JOKER JOKER JOKERRRRRRRRR!
Okay, i havta really admit i've been madly 'in love' with this batman's enemy.

.:shuenyee:.

Viva la vida

2010-11-17T08:58:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: feeling.
||Feeling take over everything,controlled everything.||

Say HELLO to my rotted's blog, and here come ME to make it alive. xD
Have announce the first thing, MY PHONE SPOILED. T^T
*HUUHUUU* It spoiled over and over again.
Then i havta say goodbye to my money over and over again.
Bad cycle, indeed.

Say GOODBYE to my form four life.
Bid farewell for my bittersweet memories.
Life's short, time's flies.
Learnt a lot, lost a lot.
Earned a lot, grew up a lot.
I was always looking back, to see if any memories or any chances to stop me from stepping forward.
I lived in past, its always like that,never want to moving on, never want to grow up.
I was always holding back,always and always.
I admit, i wasnt as strong as i thought.
Things werent flew in the way i thought, never.
THEN.
This year, i learnt how to remove myself from things that i dislike.
I learnt to moving on, knowing that things changed, human changed.
Theres no such things as eternal.
Its always have to be like that, reality is what we shading ourselves from.
I learnt to be independent.
Its something good, i realised.
I fully understand that, no ones will be forever stayed, time as a matter of fact.

Say THANKS to somes of my friends.
Thats not FRIENDS, they are more than this seven words.
For who helped me when im so sad, when im crying like hell.
For who shared my happiness, watching me bounced like a kid then smiled and ask me: 'HEY CHABO, HOW OLD ARE YOU ALREADY HUH.'
For who shared my nervousness, keep telling me that everything will be okay.
For who listened my craps,chat in the midnight for quite a couple of hours.
For who scolding me when i dont take a good care of myself.
For who cares me as i cares for them.
For those, my buddy.

Say LAME to those unhappy things that happened in this year.
Indeed, lame.
No point to bring it up, HAHA.

Say YOO to Kpop.
Uh huh uh huh, im madly sinking into kpop world. =D
But still, artist that i likey the most still Yesung and Jaejoong.
Thanks to their good vocal because this is one of the reason i like theem heeee.
And this is one of the reason too, i get closer with one of my friend, who used to be in the same class with me form two but we dont talk.
Thanks to Kpop we talked and discussed and then we get closer! xD

Say PLAY to life.
Yeah, thats right, PLAY.
Never get so serious in life.
Never get so tired in life.
Life's a game, winning losing never effects anything because we are still alive after that.
Life's a medley, happy upset angry nervious is one of the pieces.
Life's a play, just like King Macbeth said.
Life is just life.

.:shuenyee:.

101010

2010-10-10T11:29:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Hello.
||anyeong hello hi||

Been very very very addicted to SHINee's Hello. =D
Maybe because of the 'brightness' that the song brought to me?
This song really brighten up my day, its like my world is dull before then suddenly because of this song my world turns to become very very colourful. *ahaha*
A lil bit exaggerate. LOL.

Today is a special day, its 101010.
And so, whats 101010 means to you?
Hee, for me its just a day in October and a day for me to discover 'Hello' and get addicted to its beat? hoho.
Today im having a gooood mood, and mostly is because of 'Hello'.

So, here is 'Hello' by SHINee.
Hope it can brighten up your day like it does to me. =)

Nighty night. =)

.:shuenyee:.

What If

2010-10-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: What if.
||What if everything rewind?||

Its so hard for me to explain and to say.

What If -- Super junior.
Let's Not -- Super junior.
Reset -- Super junior.

Addicted to old beats again, LOL.But its alright as long as they are nice beats. =)

.:shuenyee:.

Turning, point.

2010-10-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: shut up.
||just shut up shut up shut up.||

AAAAAHHHHH. IM FRIGGING SAD.
IM FRIGGING SAD.
Imma going to repeated again : IM SAD.
Dont guess why because its nothing that related to anyone.
Its just I MY ME MINE, problem. *this song title suddenly become so useful, LOL*

I am so sad, then i deleted half of my phone messages without having a look on it.
I am so sad, then i ate a big bowl of rice.
I am so sad, then i suddenly thought of viewing sunrise. -.- *okay,its impossible for night.*
So, i changed to 'I am so sad, then i thought of sitting on a bigg biggg field and watching starss starss.'
Its so awesome ey?
So it turns up with, IM STILL SO SAD.

Not into the mood of doing things, just feel like wanna laying on my bed, hug my bear and sleep.
But, reality always beyond the imagination, so i havta continue do homeworks etc etc.
No joke, but im really sad.

Okay, maybe a new topic will be rather refreshing.
Here is

*screaaaamm* JYJ! xD
They are coming to Malaysia soon, and this news is kinda unbelievable for me still.
Concert is held in 17th October, i hope someone can get into there and bring me videos HEE!
Been so admire for their talents especially Jaejoong because he can sing, dance,mc and act in drama so kinda have high expectation on their concert.

2nd 2nd would be BEAST!

Beast is back and 'Shock' became a pass tense, now its 'Mastermind'.
Kinda like Hyunseung and Yeosob's vocals, thumbs up for Yeosob's high pitching in 'Soom'.
Its just tooo awesome haha.
Clenching a tight fist is one of the nice songs of them, soothing and just simply nice.

3rd would be FT Island =D
They've come back with their new album 'Beautiful Journey'.

They turned to become sooo weird TT
'Love love love' is one of the song that i often heard hahaha
*Xiang sang, my classmates sang...*
But no doubt Hongki has a good vocal. =D

Thats all for today, those did really distract me from my pathetic thinking for quite awhile LOL.

Even if the tears filling up soak my whole body
Now goodbye goodbye goodbye
Leave me and please be happy

One step, one step, you’re going farther away. - love love love, Ft Island.

This Isnt Goodbye

2010-09-24T10:21:00.001-07:00

As what the title shown, this isnt goodbye.
Actually, it is a song title and am going to share the lyric here.
This song had been played in my blog, hee. So do enjoy =)
This is a very nice and a sad song, sing by JYJ (Jaejoong Junsu Yoochun)
And this is a japanese song, it has a very beautiful lyric which made me fall for this song, haha.
THIS IS A 'MUST LISTEN'. haha =D

[English Translation]
The letters that the stars created in the night sky

I still believe that it is not just by chance

In the same darkness, in the same distance

We are painting the W in the same way

We will shine more and more so that you can find us

keep in mind that I love you.

I wish…

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything

It is still natural that you are by our side

We can only wish that you are happy

We will climb our stairs one by one

We are still waiting for you, imagining our future

I wish..

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close our my eyes, you’re everything

It is still natural that you are by our side

We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again

We believe that we can laugh together with you once again

You’re my love Please hold on

Even when the days pass by, and that there may be pains

You are always our “PRIDE”

The words that you murmured to the stars shining in the nightsky

We still believe that it is not “Good bye”

Under the same sky, dreaming the same dream

We are still searching for the W

We will always shine in the same shape

keep in mind that I love you.

I want to see you, see you

I want to see you, see you, see you

I wish…

Our paths will cross again, I am thinking about you every time I close my eyes, you’re everything

It is still natural that you are by our side

We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again

We believe that we can laugh together with you once again

.:shuenyee:.

Random ra-a-a-dom.

2010-09-23T07:26:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: intoxication.
||from Xiah Junsu. xD||

OOHH YEAH, here's me again.
Nothing to be said, 'cause i wasnt sure what to say too.

Okay, seee its DBSK!

Its quite late for me to like their songs because of lawsuit problem between them and Sm entertainment.
They actually had debuted lot of single and album and all of them are really damn talented.
That is one of the reason for me to like them =)
They can also dance well, sing well and some of them can compose song and play music instrument.
Most suprise was they can sing and dance live very well, and i believe not everyone could did that, and lotsa person are just lip-syncing.
They sing mostly their songs in multi-language, for example japanese and chinese.
They can really sing pretty well.
Nevertheless, their acapella collection are just nice and soothing. *hee*
I personally like Uknow more for his leader charisma and he can dances very well. =D

Addicted beats from them:
Mirotic /jumon -DBSK
Wrong number- DBSK
Proud - DBSK
This isnt goodbye - JYJ
Love in the ice - DBSK

.:shuenyee:.

Oh, crap.

2010-09-16T10:31:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Geojitmal.
||no excuses are needed, because 'OUT'.||

School is going to reopen tomorrow. *sobs sobs*
Indeed, it is a sad case but when you see your dik sleep til 10'o clock, surfin the net while you are busy doing homeworks and etc etc..
Then you'll feel like bang yourself to the wall. -.-

Two weeks of holidays passed lika wind. *appropriate right, haha*
And there's not much to be said whether enjoy or not.
I mean, WHO CARES? ITS OVER WASNT IT?
I have not much to say regards this holidays but imma kinda happy because i learn to make side dishes from mommy. *applauseee xD*

Nevertheless, I get side effects after this brilliant school holidays. *drum rolls*
Firstly, Hell ya IM INSOMNIA.
Secondly, i watched lotsa dramas nowadays.
Thirdly, im so tired consequence from the first side effect.
Fourthly, OH YEAH IM SO HYPER consequence from the second side effect.

I likey Danbo very much ahaha, looks so chubby xD

等一个人咖啡 -- 九把刀
One of the books that i like from Giddens.
I like the way he illustrated those characters especially Albus the barrister.
And, im so into the way he wrote this novel.

Song that i currently addicted to:
Say Huh -- 4 minute
Haru haru -- bigbang *especially Daesung's voice.hoho*

P.E.A.C.E. =)

.:shuenyee:.

Its Somebody.

2010-09-13T13:06:00.000-07:00

Well, this guy is a very familiar one.

He named Hankyung or Hangeng.

'He is one of the Super junior guy la..'
'He is Super junior-M's leader lo..'
And thats all.
He never shine in a very bright way like others but he actually can sing well and dance well.

Hankyung was the first Chinese who went to Korea and succeed in debuting as a Korean group.
His courage is what i admire the most. =]
I watched a variety show which talked about story behinds Hankyung.
I never thought that he did experienced so much compared to same-aged human.
He did experienced what is the feeling of poor, having not much money after go to Korea but having some unsettle problem there before he entered Korea.
That problem could just make him say buhbye to Korea and his dream in a blink of eyes.
But the biggest problem was having not enough money to go back China even though he said buhbye to Korea.
Hankyung was a foreigner at that time due to citizen problem, what he could do is just put on a mask and went up stage for performance.
That performance was a brilliant one, but everyone started to notice this guy who stood in the middle, but wearing a mask.

His way of pursued his dream makes me respect him.
From China, he came to Korea all by himself.
Being so independent and mature in thinking are the personality of him that i admire the most.
Although now he debuted his solo album, but still, he is one of the person that i admire.

.:shuenyee:.

最终的最终。

2010-09-09T10:36:00.000-07:00

哈哈哈。
最终发现，自己才是陪伴自己的伴。

人鱼公主还不是化成泡沫，目送亲爱王子与公主开心地在一起？

睡美人还不是破不了魔咒，永远躺在玻璃棺材里？

灰姑娘在遇到王子以后，以为王子会带着玻璃鞋到处找她。
但是却忘了，王子在找不到灰姑娘后，爱上另一个的公主了。
结果，灰姑娘还是一个人，度过一生。

贝儿遇到野兽后，帮助野兽变回帅气的王子。
但是，王子始终是王子，贝儿还是被王子给丢弃了。

白雪公主咽下苹果后，就再也没醒来了。
因为，王子在赶去救公主的路途上爱上了化成公主的巫婆。
结果，狠心的巫婆把王子给杀了。

卖火材的小女孩还不是被冻死街边？

白玫瑰与红玫瑰最后爱上了同一个王子，数十年的姐妹之情瞬间幻灭。

世界上美好的结局让人眷恋，
但是美好的结局，如影如幻，捉不着；寻不获。
悲哀的结局，虽然让人心寒，但却现实得锐利。
就算是你信任的人，也有不信任你的时候。
因为，花朵也会凋谢，枯萎，然后
彻底的毁灭。

.:shuenyee:.

Rubik cube is mysterious, so do human mind.

2010-08-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

Although i really hate to admit,
But still
I THINK I LOST MYSELF.
i couldnt find myself anymore.
I've tried in many ways, but still, i wasnt inside.
Its like i've gone out from my body, and watching what im doing.
Standing aside, silently, watching.
Telling myself that it wasnt my limit,
'Not here,please'.
Echoes filled my mind, it wasnt an answer at all,it is just
completely undefined.
Been tried to relaxed myself,but it was just an silly act.
You've not idea how lost am i.

.:shuenyee:.

Randomlicious

2010-08-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Pressure.
||Hollow.||

I couldnt sleep.
I couldnt sleep.
I couldnt sleeeppp at all.
Holly crap, im insomnia. =X
So, HERE COME MY BLOG!
YOU'RE DROWNING TOO MUCH, IM HERE TO RESCUE!!! XD

Erhermmherm *clear troat*
School exam finally ended.
Wheeeeeeee.. *two hands up*
Oh well, hope next time can do better =D

Here is some some some somee pichas and my stories.
So, let tha pichas do the talking.

25 JULY 2010

2 days before my birthday! A peace run day. =)
Onnie-san, Oto-san, Cococunch, Agogo and Potato had my birthday celebrated at Gurney.
They bought me pweety pweety cakesss which makes me really appreciate.
The funniest part was the borrow lighter *highlighter which someone called it as, mwahaha* one.

Me me mee! in toilet. =.=

I guess, that was what people said, close your eyes before you can get? haha

Well, okay posisi ini adalah untuk menyanyi lagu hari jadi haha.

Yeah, first bite! *munch munch*

With the help of someone someone, Here is it! P.E.A.C.E =)

Aha! This one credit to Yihan, Potato =D hee her favourite!

From Ella. =D *thank youuu and see see see? i didnt ruined your original design =D*

This one was the very shocking one. Thanks to pakcik, jie, kaijo and cococrunchh =D

Bonamana ♥

Lastly lastly, here is my turns to do the talking.
Thank you.Really really thank you.
As for everyone who wished me, who knew me and so on.
I really appreciate it.

This is the best best best birthday that i ever had!
*laugh out loud*

.:shuenyee:.

Oh no, it started with DEEEEE.

2010-07-23T09:09:00.000-07:00

Word of the day : Dilemma.
||ammelid, dilemma.||

*take a deeeeeeeeep breath*
ANYEONGGG! =D

Its been so long (i mean time), since i've dropped by here.
And my blog is dead due to lack of update.

Oh well, speak of dilemma.
Urgh, there is really no way to achieve a win win situation, im sooo sooo dead.
I didnt wanna insult anyone, but it force me to.
And i couldnt find a way already. *wipes*

And and, monthly test is coming, im so damn stressed.
>______<

.:shuenyee:.

Concert Night

2010-07-06T07:46:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Oreo with milk.
||It suppose to be a very nice combination and yummy ones.But when this turn out to be human, there just one word, disgusting.||

29th is our big day, that was our Indoor Concert Competition.
Busy day, a real busy day. *tsk tsk*
We managed to get gold in the competition,
So well done everyone and and every windiesss! =)

Its our turn to rock the stage, with Warabe-Uta Fantasy and The Eighties.
Credit to pakcik.

We Are F.L.U.T.I.S.T.S ♥ ♥

Lucky Plasters which gave magic power, haha. =D

Lucky Plasters with Flutes and Piccolo.

Flutes and Piccolo, but Ella's wasnt there. =(

Lastly, Flutists Rocks! P.E.A.C.E. =)

And there's the end of our indoor competition night.

.:shuenyee:.

2010-06-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

Dear You,

Maybe it wasnt the time.
Just, maybe it wasnt a right time anymore to say such a thing.
But still, there is a wish from me that is

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY.

From Zai

.:shuenyee:.

Dear You.

2010-06-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

Well, it might not be appropriate to do so, but im just suppress what i feel.
From the starting, i think its my brain problem, for having sucha idiotic decision.
Well, it getting more and more wrong after that.
Because i saw changes, i sense changes and it really makes me upset, seriously. *um, i think?*
You know what?
I hate sudden changes, i hate surprise.

I dont like the awkward atmosphere, i really really do mean so.
When the argument stopped, silences begun. When the silence begun, it separated everything in a very clear way.
And so, when the awkward situation started, everything ruin in a blink of an eye.

I wanna voice out, but i gulped it back.
Because there is useless.
It is so damn frustrating to say that everything are useless.
I couldn't make it right at all. =/

Thought of several reasons to be optimistic,
But there are millions of reasons to be pessimistic.
And so, it turns to be pessimistic again.=.=

It is soo damn frustrating T.T

Not wanting to seein you again.
But it always has reverse effect. =.=

So so frustrating. =/

Well, *exhale,calm down*

Just pretend, then we never were.

.:shuenyee:.

减法

2010-06-12T06:04:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: you're man.
||I’m your man I’m your man geudaeyeo ttaradatta oneuldo
geudaega tteonajianha..||

成长是一种减法。
减掉你的天真, 减掉你的梦想, 减掉你的幻觉, 减掉你的记忆, 减掉你的青春, 减掉你的岁月.......
最后, 一无所有,
除了....记忆的残片.

.:shuenyee:.

Opening

2010-06-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Heaven.
||heaven and hell, in a blink of an eye.||

It's holidays!
Wheeee =D
Its my time to finish those undone tasks and to start doing those am-going-to-do's task.
Last but not least, get those burden things out of my head.
At least, in this two weeks.

Finished two books in two days, amaze myself with such a short period in reading.
Hee.

Smile. =)

.:shuenyee:.

A So-called Doomed Day

2010-05-21T11:25:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: past.
||Time flies.||

So fustrating.
Im sooo soo fustrating. T.T
Feels like dying at the same time.
Feels like hugging something to cry out loud. =(

And, today i did everything worstly.
Indeed, that was VERY WORST.
Ah, i guess there must be something really wrong with me.
Seriously, i really really dont like this feeling, its feels like.. something would be disappeared someday, somehow.

Having a really nice movie today.
It was 'Heaven Postman.'
It is staring by Hero Jaejoong and HyuJoo.
Quite a nice movie as overall and last but not least, it give me some lesson learnt.
Learn to be appreciative when you can, there is no regret when you turned back again.
Good movie, though.
And here is somes dialogue inside that i wanna share,

'but all those people believe easilly.'
'Believe what?'
'Our lies.The old man and the singer....they believed us.'
'It is all because they wanna believe it is true, they want to become all at ease.'

'Why you wanna do that? When lies can lighter his heart?'
'That man is much more stronger than we thought.Only weak people who need lie, to lighter their heart.'
'Only weak people who hide themselves in lies.Just because they couldnt accept and lie would soothe them.'

So, thats human.Feels kinda hypocrite? No, it wasn't.Lies would help pretty much when the truth couldnt save the situation.

.:shuenyee:.

Live like we're aliving

2010-05-14T12:09:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: displacement.
||change of amount when you walked back and looked back.||

Oh yea, so proud to declare,

IM STILL ALIVE YOOO!

Mwahaha, miracle right? right right?
Look back for those three days which just past, its like faster than three hours.
And when i did the revision, it seems like more than three months. T.T
Everything gone after the exam papers got collected, IM DOOMED.

And so, there are still a couples of days to go, I needa keep myself alive! =D

Bonamana's MV is out!
Mwahaha, and everyone everyone didnt looked same anymore, especially hyukjae.
Tuekie is still continuing showing off his abs. =.=
Nevertheless, Yesung turned hotter and hotter, LOL.
But it was a bit incomplete without Kangin, Kibum and Hankyung who is still troubled by lawsuit.
I wonders whether they are planning to move into hindu's songs industry? haha, Miinah sounds so 'hindu'.
I wanna share those news with ELLAAAA =D

DBSK are sooooooooooooooo talented.
I likey them sooo sooo much regarding to their boongun drama.
Some of it are interesting while some are comedian nevertheless there are some sad's.

Lastly lastly, there is a column for myself to write out my feeling.
OH YEA, IM FEELING SO GOOD.
A nice phrase of sentence, i suppose?
But everything are still couldnt move on smoothly no matter how hard i try.
Hypnotize couldnt be the most effective way to me.
And it will never be.
I try to keep myself as busy as i can plus now is middle of my examination.
I try to put a lot a lot of things which can grab my attention.
No matter how hard i tried, there wouldnt be a success.
Why cant everything moved on as i wished?
By gone be by gone, everyone said that.
But why, still so hard?
Or am i putting too high of expectation to myself?
Thinking i can achieve it if i want to.
And now, the thruth is really dragged me down.
Pathetic ey?

.:shuenyee:.

Yunho, Uknow

2010-05-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

I likey Uknow from DBSK!

But it's kinda a bit late for me to like him as they dont have group-activity lately due to SM's contract problem.

Thats all for today.Back to finish my homeworks.

.:shuenyee:.

I need time i need more and more time

2010-04-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

Word of the day : insufficient.
||ack of time||

I have lots of lots of things to say.
But i dunno how to speak out. =.=
Ah, feels like bang-ing myself to the wall.

School exam is around the corner, but still i wasnt in the mood of study.
Doing a lot of homeworks and couldnt have time to do revision.
I told myself to study several time, but it ends up with
i) I slept. =.=
ii) My homeworks couldnt finish.

Guess this time im going to do revision like a mad woman already ><
Becauseeeee..

I DUNNO WHAT THE HECK ARE 'BALANCED EQUATION'.
then i have no idea what to start from. *sobs*
Im doomed.
If other planet would have more than 24 hours, i would like to berhijrah and live thereee...
Then it would be soooooo damn good.. T.T

.:shuenyee:.

Tagged by Syuenern

2010-04-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

幸福小泡泡 =D
第一粒*POP* ♥ 希望你笑口常开
姓名 ♥　Shuenyee
昵名 ♥ shuyee, shushu or yee.
爱好 ♥ Hangout with friends and listen songs
这一生人最快乐的回忆 ♥ First time having a 'being-protected' feeling.
这一生人最难过的回忆 ♥ Got stabbed by someone.
想对自己说的话 ♥ Yo! IM FEELING GOOOD! forget those unpleasant things!　

幸福小泡泡第二粒*POP* ♥ 希望你身体健康
谁点你 ♥ Syuenern
他的为人 ♥ laugh non stop =.=
他长得怎样 ♥ Damn fair. *ish, jealous*
他的身材 ♥ Tall.very tall.　
他的追求者 ♥ Hee, i have no idea.
他有多少个追求者 ♥ I think she is having lotss.haha.
他恨你吗 ♥ wont la, she soooo lovessss me =D
想告诉他 ♥ Syuenern ah, dont emo!

幸福小泡泡第三粒*POP* ♥ 希望你幸福快乐
最爱的人（不准写家人）♥ All of my bestiessss.
交往过吗 ♥ Havent.
如果你的情人爱上其他人了 ♥ Lets break up, babeh.
有人喜欢你吗 ♥ How i know? haha
有人跟你告白吗 ♥ Was 'i love you' counted as a confession? lol
被人暗恋的感觉 ♥ Syiok die.

幸福小泡泡第四粒*POP* ♥ 希望你一切顺利
你认为你是一个怎样的人 ♥ Very noisy when im in good mood, very quiet when im in a bad mood. Crap a lot when im hungry. hee.
你认为你是一个很受欢迎的人 ♥ Dunno? haha.
你认为你是天才 ♥ I dont wanna be a stupid la.
你认为你是一个可爱的人 ♥ I dont wanna be cute. =D
你认为你将来会有怎样的生活 ♥ Busy but meaningful.

被我点到的人 ♥
1. Eeteng
2.Huiteng
3.Jiayi
4.Leexiang
5.Clara
6.Wenhuey
7.Manthing
8.Eileen
9.Sherry
10.Lingsiew

[2-号的个性] ♥ 　Used to be a quiet ones.haha
[5号是你的谁] ♥　Bestie! =D
[9号有爱人吗] ♥　Mwahaha, tak tau. =.=
[6号喜欢谁] ♥　She argh.... that HIM lo.
[10号有情人吗] ♥　Maybe?
[1号喜欢运动吗] ♥　I think she did.
[3号的兴趣] ♥ um, emo.haha
[4号现在跟谁在一起] ♥ Family? o.o
[7号是怎样的人] ♥ Used to be a cheerful one, hope now also.
[2号认识3号吗] ♥　Not really la, i think.
[1号喜欢4号吗] ♥　Friend lo.
[8号的追求者] ♥　Hee, no idea.
[1号爱你吗] ♥　Aiya, she doesnt loves me one. T^T

--Not tagging anyone.--

.:shuenyee:.

我, 说

2010-04-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

我是谁？谁是我？
到底，我是谁？

越是鲜艳的花朵，越是危险。
越是美丽的东西，越是不耐。
越是珍贵的回忆，越是挥之不去。
越是想刻意地忘却，反弹回来的效应越是强烈。

心被淘空的感觉。
不堪一击，随时被撕裂。
空洞的眼神，眺望着远方，
仿佛在寻找那失去的影子。

我
用双手小心翼翼的捞起沙子
可它们却又顽皮的
从我手指缝间滑落地面
我赶紧把手给合上
沙子发起了不安的躁动
紧握的拳头
不但没有办法把沙子留在手里
就连手掌也被磨损了

宛如沙子
我无法将之握牢
反而伤痕累累
把自己无数次的反复推入无底深潭

曰：‘或许时间会渐渐的消失，但是所拥有的回忆，却是不会消失的。’
伤口或许严重
但终有愈合的一天。

Sports Day ; Hang Out

2010-04-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Freak.
||Freak freak freak freak. =D||

Yesterday was our Sports Day.
And it was the first year which started the event dengan tepat tepat masa since i was form one.
Hilarious, isnt it?
Then it ended with super duper early we didnt even HAD A CHANCE to say hello to sun. =D

After that were clearing auditorium with somes quartermaster.
They did helped lots and so all of the things done in a very-fast-manner.
Helpers did helped pretty much, too.
Then, we got kicked out. =x

And i saw Chrystal and Eejin. =D
It is so damn 'miraclely' to saw her woke up so early, haha.
I had a very nice hang out with 'em after that.

.:shuenyee:.

Dramaa Dramaa

2010-04-04T08:53:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: motionless.
|| just like a stone, expressionless.||

I wanna watch drama!
More and more korean dramas!
Lol.
Here are two dramas which i want to watch so badly. =(
But no spare time for me to do so. sobs*

Firstly, Cinderella's Sister.
Which staring by Meon Geun Yeong.

It give me a sense that, this would be a very good drama. haha.
And, Yesung sing one of the song in this OST.=D

Secondly, Oh! My lady
Which staring by Siwon.

This would be a pretty different from Cinderella's Sister because this one is a comedy.
And, It looks like very nice to watch also T.T

My class was fulled of GEE nowaday.
Haha.
*Gee Gee Gee Gee*

.:shuenyee:.

2010-04-03T19:32:00.000-07:00

碎了一地的诺言, 拼凑不回的昨天
可我一直期待奇迹会出现
而你离去身影
却越来越远......

.:shuenyee:.

2010-04-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: April Fool.
||Fool.haha.||

Today was April fool and Syuenern was the first one who tricked me.
She told me,

'Shuyee ah, i tell youuuuu! My friend saw our Chemi teacher marked our paper!'
*WHAT?! SHE DID?! *
'Yeah, and... and... half class failed!'
*WHAT THE..! FAILED?then i died x.x*
'And i get 88 marks!'
*Woah, really great jobs!*
'APRIL FOOL!'
=.=

And then, she told me no ones saw our teacher marking paper punnn.
After that, was something funny about Eteng.
Mwahaha, a really funny part. xP

Lastly, a song which i dedicated to myself.

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade.
It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Oh yea, wish me luck for tomorrow's Lisan.
Aha, night peeps. =]

.:shuenyee:.

琴键。依赖

2010-03-30T10:43:00.000-07:00

钢琴上的黑白琴键
黑色与白色
左手与右手
是永远脱离不了的依赖

我仰望着天空
突然间
发现它是那么的渺小
那么的灰暗
正在飞舞的雨点不停的跳跃着那令人心碎的节拍
残酷的现实告诉我
我已失去依赖
一个
避风港

一个
已经失去的朋友

.:shuenyee:.

Hang Out Day

2010-03-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

Word of the day:Joy.
||the most precious thing to me.||

After one day of tiring practice in a 'lovely' morning, we planned a hang out together.
So, me manthing and yihan.we hang in One-stop and we had our lunch there.
At Mcd.I saw Jingyi and she used a very weird way to look at us. =D
I saw Shihyih too.
Popular did had discount and they told me that was a Discount-day and so they bought a new bottle for me which i really really like.
THANKS. =D

After that we headed to Gurney and decided to have a movie for relax.
Just Another Pandora's Box was our first choice.
And, IT WAS VERY VERY AMUSED.
Especially the Osim part and when they copied Titanic's 'you jump, i jump'.

There's end of my hang out.Although it was a very short hang out, we did entertained.

Schooling was boring and responsibility is tiring.
I wish to have some space, to speak out and to be myself.

.:shuenyee:.

2010-03-18T05:05:00.000-07:00

YO, lollis!
I philic philic philic youuu =D

OH, books!
I phobic phobic phobic you, hee =D

Peace.

.:shuenyee:.

2010-03-05T08:04:00.001-08:00

The more you care about someone, the more unguessable it is.

.:shuenyee:.

Perplexed Day

2010-02-27T07:38:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Sigh.
||ahhhhhhhhhh-aiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.||

Nothing much that i can said about today.
Plenty of tiredness and sadness.
Oh yea, and plenty of anger.
SHE, makes me fed up.
I really do wish to hang her chop her shot her bang her kill her and tied her.
Ish.

We did went to find Etengteng today.
Somehow, she is pale.which makes me fell into 'dunno-want-to-do-what' situation.
I wish, she could thinks at the bright side and must face it steadily.

.:shuenyee:.

Chinese new year.

2010-02-17T05:43:00.000-08:00

Word of the day:Contract.
||Everything seems to be contract, haha.even memories lol.||

Oh yeah oh yeah! today im feeling so great!
For no reason, and thats what i called weird feeling.
As, maybe nothing happened, neither good wan or bad wan, and that makes me feel great.

Well, Chinese New Year wasnt as great as i thought.
This year turned to be pretty boring as my aunt didnt back from Pahang to her hometown =(
But, she had a real great news, it is.... *drumrollss*

Her baby was born! =D
And she is discharge from hospital two weeks ago.
Is a daughter ay!

Secondly, Valentine's day had nothing to do with me.
But still, i had Emma's paper rose which looks so complicated to be folded,
And Jiayi's rose which she said, is because of shun-bian-buy wan.
Anyway, didnt bother too much, still i had a great valentine's day.

Thirdly, um.
Looks, it is a feeling.
Just some kinda feeling.
Thought of grabbing.
Whats the feeling?
Grabbing things that doesnt belongs to you from starting.
And, it did belongs to you after the competition.
Whats the point?
I really couldnt get it.
I did feel ridiculous, anyway.

.:shuenyee:.

Adam Lambert new album.

2010-02-10T06:26:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: temperate.
||bad-temperate spoiled the mood.||

Well, yea, this is Adam Lambert!
And was being so damn happy as his new album was out and it do had lotsa lotsa nice songs.

Song list

1. MUSIC AGAIN
2. FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT
3. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME
4. STRUT
5. SOAKED
6. SURE FIRE WINNERS
7. A LOADED SMILE
8. IF I HAD YOU
9. PICK U UP
10. FEVER
11. SLEEPWALKER
12. AFTERMATH
13. BROKEN OPEN
14. TIME FOR MIRACLES

Time for miracles, For your entertainment and Whataya want from me are songs that are marked in my favourite. =D
Adam RAWRS!

.:shuenyee:.

Already gone.

2010-02-07T06:42:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Vanished.
||Already gone.||

I listened to Kelly Clarkson's new hits which named 'Already gone' recently.
This song describe perfectly what i feel and so i'm going to share out here.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Im back, again.

2010-02-06T06:04:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: BOOM.
||Booms are around, beware of it.||

Blog is no longer update in daily mode due to my laziness and busy complete selonggok homeworks.T.T
And so, today im going to write a very long post. =D

I MISSSHHHH FORM THREE VERY VERY MUCH.
I MISS THOSE WHO ACCOMPANY ME TO SIAO IN MY CLASS.
I MISS THOSE WHO WANT TO HIT ME BIT ME HANG ME CHOP ME WHEN I KACAU THEM.
I MISS.... MY K3B TABLE =.=

Well, after reading Kim's last post, i felt incredibly and super duper geng about that person's hilarious geography knowledge.
Then i shall say,
I have a big house in Arab which is a super duper yeng's banglo.
There got four seasons you know.
I went to fishing when there is summer,
I went to the botanical garden to see those beautiful butterflies in spring,
I had my lunch with my parents and seeing the beautiful sunset when there is autumn,
I sleep whole day when there is winter.
Lol.Hilarious, but not as good as Kim's blog's person.

Today we are having an i-thought-it-was-frigging-boring's safety ceramah.
But out of my expectation, it better and interesting that i've thought.
He showed us most of the scary pictures that taken after those freaking irresponsible jerks who do not followed safety rules and they died.
Very obviously, they died in very geng ways, no head no flesh no epidermis no body bones crashed and so on.
Road safety rules really important, hmm.

After having a really short while of break, we start our Sukan Tara.
Well, nothing that i gain, hoho.
As what i expected.
Before going back home, something unpleasant happened.
Which i hope to peel that person head by using the knife like peeling orange and cut that person hair and chop her hang her and shoot her.
But still, suak la.
*Sigh*
Not worth to let me do sucha thingy on her,
She not worth to.

.:shuenyee:.

Tagged by Eeteng.

2010-01-26T05:59:00.000-08:00

1_ 大名：Law Shuenyee

2_ 生日 : 27-7-1994

3_ 谁传给你的:Eeteng lu.

4_ 生日想拿到什么礼物 : Erm, lemme think.anything that having smiley on top of it?perhaps, a new chubby smiley ring that i've been craving? hoho.

5_ 最近压力大的事：Really got lotsa things.but most specific is 'upset'.

6_ 想做的事：This moment, i wish to shout out loudly at a beach.Secondly, i wish to find someone which i've been missed for a long time. =D

7_ 有没有喜欢的人 : Hee, private and confidential LOL.But as overall, i loveeeeeee all my darlings, so dont worry.

8_ 跟谁出去最幸福+快乐: Hmm, i believe, everyone that i've been hang out with makes me happy and haengbok. =)

9_ 如果你的好朋友吵架了,你会怎么做: Do you think what can i do except watching?

10_ 最想和别人去那里 : Watch sunset, haha.

11_ 圣诞节想做什么：Playing around, perhaps? haha

12_ 最想跟谁庆祝圣诞节 : Everyone that i love, and fill their heart with very haengbok eh feeling. =D

13_ 最近在做什么：Schooling, band practice, tuition; schooling, band practice, tuition..

14_ 有几个兄弟姐妹：Two younger bros which are quite anoying, aha.

15_ 最喜欢的一首英文/华文歌：This moment, i like 'Learn My Lesson.'

16_ 喜欢什么颜色 : White, pure white.

17_ 上厕所会不会冲水 : Who doesnt -.-

18_ 喜欢男还是女生：Both la.

19_ 最想大大声说什么：'Smile because its happened! Cheer!'

20_ 半夜敢不敢上厕所：Not dare, if no torchlight. haha, too darky.

21_ 你现在最恨谁：Myself.

37_ 你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈: Both!

38_ 你现在最想看到谁: Hee, i did always mention this people and i did always luan i want to see wan. haha

39_ 你爱看戏吗: Not really. I didnt be a full-time couch potato for quite a long time.

40_ 你敢向你讨厌的人说我恨你吗?：Why dont?but still, dont hate people better la.

41_ 你打算几时结婚啊：Helloooooooowww~ im just fifteen plus LOL.

42_ 你喜欢你的生活吗: Hell yea!I love my life and i enjoy my life even though there is up and down, and im waiting for turning to sixteen! sweeet sixteen! =D

43_ 相信塔罗牌吗: Not really, haha.this type of thing cant fully believe wan la.

44_ 睡觉前所做的事情: Brush my teeth, haha.

45_ 你的偶像: No one.

46_ 你喜欢的季节:That would be autumn.When all those leafy falling down, it brings some kind of sadness.

47_ 最想去的地方: I want to went to place which 'll see white roses blossoming beautifully.

48_ 最讨厌怎样的性格：Hmm, not gentleman and busybody.

49_ 你会抽烟吗？：I hate cigarette la. -.-

50_ 你会喝酒吗: Hee.. you think?

51_你会常哭吗: No no no, im craving to be an optimistic person! =D

52_ 你常笑吗: Got! why no?

53_ 想睡到几点:Sleep til i feel energizeee!

54_ 朋友和情人你会选谁：I didnt have lover, mana tau?

55_ 机会+命运你会选：Chances.

56_ 你很自恋吗: I think if i deny, many people will hoot me.hoho. =D

57_ 你有穿耳洞吗: Yup.and and i plan to have one more next year.

58_ 这问卷多不多: Want to faint already, you think many or just a lil?

59_ 喜欢吃冰吗: Yeah!

60_ 现在幸福吗: Indeed, we must know how to appreciate then we'll feel haengbok and happy =)

61_ 最在乎谁：My family and friends.

62_ 房间里最重要的东西是什么？：My bed.LOL and and Ahbi (my doggy bear bear hoho)

63_ 没有朋友你会怎么做:Get some new friends la la la..

64_ 如果天使给你实现一个愿望,你想要什么: All my family members and friends 'll be happy and healthy.

65_ 这个问题废吗: . . . |||

67_ 喜欢那个水果:A.P.P.L.E!

68_ 最怕人家问你什么 : Dunno?

69_ 喜欢下雪吗:In my imagination, snowing is quite pretty la, and it really gave me christmas's feeling, so i like it!

70_ 下辈子要做什么：A human who having the same identity now.

71_ 希望再被tag吗:Okay la, got tag that capture my attention wan mah do lu.

72_ 没事做你喜欢等人吗 ? :I dont really like the feeling of waiting people.

73_ 你吃饱了没有？: yea, fulled.

74_ 看到問卷你的反應是？：Why cannot finish scrolling wan -.-

Dunno who i want to tag, no need tag la.. ^^

.:shuenyee:.

So close, yet so far.

2010-01-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Bond.
||no more.really no more.||

Im so damn upset today.
Well, it aint something serious but it really bothered me so much.

So close, yet so far.
Nothing to gain, but lots of things to lose.

.:shuenyee:.

Rest in peace.

2010-01-19T07:34:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Cherish.
||appreciate what we have, and tell our love ones, i love you.||

Firstly, im sending my deepest regards to the victims in Dragon boat incident.
Although i dont know any single of them, but still i felt damn sad and my heart ache.
I have no idea why.

Life is really like a journey which end with death.No matter how long or short it will be, life is unpredictable.Do remember to appreciate.Do cherish what we have and our love ones.

Secondly, i sincerely hope those families and friends of victims can step out from this incident.It is an accident, no one is there to be blame.Be strong.

.:shuenyee:.

belonging, aint belonging anymore.

2010-01-16T06:44:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Decode.
|| How if i know? then this word wont full of surprise already.because i hate it.||

Well, its been a long while since the latest post had been updated.
Hee, im so damn lazy to update plus nothing that i can update due to some reasonsss problemss, aiks.

Today is Yihan's the potato piggy's birthday!
Happy birthday! and happy always. =D
And so, we went to gurney and we celebrate.
We did went Toys R Us to mendera those cute and chubby soft toys and we started to be crazy and we punch those weird wan and hug those cute wan.
We somemore arranged 'em in a nice way, or should be in a best posture LOL.
I felt very happy as she likes my pressie =D
This would be one of my memorable hang out.=)

Lastly.
Well, you dont belong to me anymore.My mind told me, and so did your reaction told me.
You aint belong to me any single more.
You doesnt want to be my belonging anymore.
I hate myself for being sucha foolish and weak.
I just can turn my back, when i saw what i dont want to see.
It is pain to see, and pain to feel.
Im still with my senses, when there is someday when i lost my senses,maybe i can accept those things.
But at that time, maybe i would said, i got over you.
And now, im trying hard to be what i want because im not a tolerance good human being.

.:shuenyee:.

2010-01-06T06:11:00.001-08:00

Form 4 isn't good at all.
I hate Form 4.
I hate alone.

.:shuenyee:.

Start of something new

2010-01-04T06:01:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Busy.
|| Im damn busy today.||

Start of something new, hee.
Everything are so new and fresh to me, hee.
And im starting to enjoy, hope no class changing because i really hate.
When everytime everytime i start to make myself comfortable in that class, then it'll always has a changing, ish. -.-
Today the frigging stupid report card makes me run quite a couple of rounds. T.T *up and down, up and down*
Hmm, besides those unpleasant thingy, today was running very smoothly la.
So, hope tomorrow can run as smooth as today also hee.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-12-31T07:10:00.000-08:00

Oto kahjo?
Oto kahjo?
T^T

Worst ending for 2009.
What can i do still?
Situation wasnt let me do anything that i want.
I did told myself that this is really not worth, but look what i've done?
I've consoling that you'd be long gone, and you dont belong to me.
But look, what've i done?
What have we done?

Depressed.
Perplexed.
Exagerated.
Pessimistic.
All those words filled my head, and they held me to the end.
What can i do still?

.:shuenyee:.

Contradiction.

2009-12-26T07:51:00.000-08:00

Today is Boxing Day.
Although i dunno what should do in Boxing Day but i've hoot Manthing early in the morning. =.=
She describe the feeling as bone had broke.

Oh ya, almost forgot.
MERRY KA-RIS-MES-SI!
it means merry christmas in my language.
Santa doesnt loves me and didnt came to my house.
But i think im blessed.
=D

Last but not least.
Thanks for everyone who concern me so much.
I really do appreciate it.
I'm okay, just like what i've said.
Although not now, and i know i cant be really okay in such a hurry but i promise to be okay.
Just dont worry.
And for who had saw me on PMR's result revealing, clara and khaixin.
Sorry for walk out in such a hurry, sorry for my rudeness, i apologize.
As for ahjo and ahgong, i didnt meant to be tamak la LOL.
And jiejie, thanks for your lolli. =]
Pakcik and ahma, will cheer up soon.
Yongqi and Piaopiao, although both of you really lose in our bet, but no need to belanja la, adui.
And papa, THANKS.
So, thats all.

.:shuenyee:.

Let go

2009-12-22T06:28:00.000-08:00

Because im not strong enough to hold it in its position,
And so i let go.

Because im not strong enough to be hurt,
And so i let go.

Because im not strong enough to trust you,
And so i let go.

Because im not strong enough to be damn pessimistic,
And so i let go.

.:shuenyee:.

Just because you dont know

2009-12-21T07:30:00.000-08:00

You can never understand what im saying.
Not to say you're weird.

You can never understand what im thinking.
Not to say you're not good enough.

Not to say you're not paying attention to what im saying,
Because i also cannot doubt that you're paying attention to what im saying.

You never care me as i do, and i never demand you to do so.
Never.

Not to say you're an alien, definition of alien is just if a bundle of human meet a bundle of alien, then they're alien to each other.

Not demanding you to understand what i said, because i know not many people knew what i am saying sometime.

Not demanding you to not hurt me, because i am a weaker.
But just wanting you to think in my perspective.

You can never understand what i feel.
Not to say you're not caring enough.
But im just selfishly wanting you to care a bit more.
Just a bit more.

You can never see me in your viewing point.
Not to say you're too careless for left me.
But just because im to dull.
I try so hard to shine, but still not changing anything.

You can never remember me.
Not to say you're too forgetful.
But just im not having a strong enough image in your mind.
Just too dull too dull.
Maybe not now, but it is going to faded someday.

But still, i try so hard to shine, just hoping you'll see me.
I try so hard to be understanding when you doesnt get what i mean.
I try so hard to not being upset when you doesnt understand even one single things that i said.
I try so hard to swallow all the things that hurt me deep enough.
I try so hard to make myself strong.
I really did.
I really did.
But still, it doesnt signifying any single thing.
Not even one.
Because, you dont know.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-12-14T07:46:00.000-08:00

One decision, two days, and make it right.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-12-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

Word of the day : Surprise.
||This world is fulled of surprise, heee.dont ever denied it.||

First thing to share,

SUPER JUNIOR HAVING THEIR NEW ALBUM!!
well, they changed 'Neorago' and 'Sorry sorry' into the other version.but still, it is sooo nice.

Second thing,
Someone said she want to make breakfast for me, hahaha.
=P

Third thing,

New Moon.
I've finish watching, and it doesnt really as nice as i expected.ahaha *high expectation, hee*
Nevertheless, Jacob is hot, haha.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-12-02T04:42:00.000-08:00

Um, it is pretty boring here.
Nothing to do, and dont know what to do.
Nothing i can update also as i dont go anywhere.
Anyway, was pretty happy as Taemin was fully recovered from H1N1.
Welcome back to stage, Taeminie. =]

FT Island's new japanese album is out.
The cover of the album designed by the leader, Jonghoon.
Its so nice.Hee. =D

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-28T03:57:00.000-08:00

Pfs's concert wasnt what i expected.
=X
Kinda disappointed.
But still, their flautist rocks!
Two flautists' sounds can balanced with the band. =D
And, those dancers are.. kindaa weird?
Anyway, they entertained.
Photos cant be upload. =/

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-22T07:34:00.000-08:00

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clearer for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be

To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be
To how it used to be

.Used to.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-21T02:24:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: cherish.
||Speak of life.||

Well, I MISS YOU K3B.
Although that is so much unpleasant memories when it come to year end,
But it do really give me so much fun.
Speak of unpleasant memories, my last day wasn't touchy at all.
We're all angry i guess.
Our new Moral teacher dumped our test paper to the recycle bin before we can have a look.
*Maybe she did lied?*
Gah, what is this frigging malay teacher doing in this earth?
And she didn't want to change our marks that she marked it wrong.
She say she did passed the marks up and no argument that we can make.
So, im dead.
Lastly, hope SHINWEN will still continue her studies here.
=)

Today.
Well, something strange happened.
Oh well, i feel dizzy and...WHITEOUT?
Aha, well i did really feel so after two rounds at field.LOL

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-19T07:04:00.000-08:00

All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you

Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...

It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you

.Officially missing you.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-18T00:11:00.000-08:00

I lose because i care.

2009-11-17T03:55:00.000-08:00

I wish to escape.At least, going to any place that is far from here.
Any place, that i can only be myself.
Just me.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-14T07:24:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Oat.
||im so afraid and sick of listen to this word.||

Today wasnt smooth at all.
Or i should called it as unlucky day? Aha.
Firstly, i got the hot water to pour onto my hand.
IT IS SO DAMN PAIN.i think my hand dah cacat. =\
I wasnt going to deny,this was my own fault.Haha.
Me was the one who did the things recklessly all the time and being silly-minded.
=.=
So, the water cooler's hot water pour onto my hand.T.T
I thought it wasnt going to be a very big case, but who knows that it would hurt so bad and it feels like my hand is burning?
Gah.

I got sunburn today.
NO, it should be..i got sunburn yesterday but i noticed today.
=.= another stupid case.
And i cant found any lotion to apply.
Duh.

Those scenes filled my head again today.
Everything seems so vivid and yet so far away.
And so do the memories, i was so afraid to open my grip.
I scare it would slip from my hand, and faded in my memories.
Selfishly, i dont want to let go.
But still, it hasnt changed anything.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-12T07:38:00.000-08:00

Shattered.
Shattered.
Everything are turning into pieces.
Aint going to be sticking back again..
Aint going to.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-11T06:05:00.000-08:00

Minhwan ah, Saengil Chukha Hamnida!

.:shuenyee:.

Because I'm Stupid

2009-11-10T06:16:00.000-08:00

I'm really, very foolish
I know of no one other than you
you're looking at someone else
yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won't be in your days
I won't be in the memories either, however
only you, I looked only at you
and the tears keep coming

As i watch you walking past, I'm still happy
even yet you still don't know my heart
I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

I won't be in your days
I won't be remembered either, however
only you, I looked only at you
I'm making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your pretty smile also
but I cannot laugh with you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
'I want to see you' is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you

bye bye, never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you
I keep on hoping too, I'll keep hoping....
I really want to see the day
I'm withstanding the pain each day
"I love you" is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
'I want to see you' is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you

.because im stupid - SS501.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-07T06:12:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Dawn.
|| Dawn represent a whole new day, can it help me to end all the things that happened lately?||

Still, nothing i have done. =\
Five hours ago, i said i want to start my revision.
Five hours later, still sitting in front of the computer.

Two hours ago, i said i want to watch A.N.JELL.
Two hours later, i realize that i cant finish one episode also.
It ended with i re watch Jeremy's parts. ^^

I said i wanna read Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde before.
But til now, only a few line that i had read.

I said i want to clear all my books,
Oh well, it still laid at there like a mountain. =.=

Gah. = (

一个小时后，心真的能回到原点吗？
就在这一个小时，让我喜欢上你吧。

Taken from A.N.JELL (You're beautiful), which spoke by Hongki who starred as Jeremy.
He is just cute with his smile and the way he thought himself is a gay. =P

He is so chubby ^^

Taken from F.T Island's new album.

Jeremy! (Hongki!)

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-06T06:21:00.000-08:00

What should i do?
Justice wasn't held in my hands.
What i can do is just keep observing.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-11-04T03:37:00.000-08:00

Word of the day: Doom.
|| A sense of impending doom. ||

What can i do to bring back to where we are?
The past that do not full of awkward feeling and hatred.
What can i do to bring us back?
Im begging so hard to want you come back
But in return, we are all full with wound.
Awkward feeling are all wrote on our face
Awkward filled the atmosphere cruelly.
In your eyes, i see nothing.
I cant feel your smile that are really genuine, your thought that are always with us.
You're just getting far and far away.
It is so far, til i cant reach...
Since when power are important to you?
Since when show off are what you filled with?
Since when, that you just want us as a bundle of so-called spare actor that you can throw it away at anytime.
Then, what's the definition of friend?
I just wanted to say,
Neo napun yeojaya!

Adam Lambert has a new song which named For Your Entertainment!
It is so catchy but it cant bring out Adam's voice perfectly.
But, as overall he did a good job. =]

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-28T04:41:00.001-07:00

Word of the day: Leaving.

|| Leaving. Leaving, i shouldn't be so selfish to want she to stay.||

Pictures cannot be upload from camera because of some stupid problem.
So, im still waiting a perfect time to upload pictures from the frigging camera.
Oh well, FT Island had their new albums!

Japanese Album

1. Raining
2. Everything Is Possible
3. Its You

Double Date

See?! The cover is so nice!
This album is made up by two different album which called "One date" and Two date", One date is filled with F.T Island's new songs, Two date is filled with FT Triple which made up by Jaejin the bassist and now he is taking lead vocal and guitarist's place, Jonghoon the guitarist is played as a pianist while Minhwan is maintaining his place as a drummer. Seunghyun the other guitarist and Hongki the lead vocal in FT Island will not be in FT Triple.

Two Date ( white cover), One Date (black cover).

The black cover is so nice, and HONGKI LOOKS CUTE! oh ya, the aegyo Minhwan looks cool too. :P

1. Lie
2. A Song For You ( Korean Version)
3. Love Must Have Come

Jaejin's voice is nice too. But, i wonder what the frigging band that put on Jonghoon's head? It looks weird.

1. Love Letter
2. Far Away
3. Try Pinchin me

this band really has a lots of potential, Seunghyun the new member, Jaejin and Hongki do really have a nice voice.Besides,Minhwan, Jaejin and Hongki do really have a brilliant performance in drama. And, this band capture my attention. *oh ya, and my friendssss too*

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-27T07:30:00.000-07:00

I thought you were my love
I thought you were my everything
I believed that you would be my last love

I laughed only for you
I lived only for you
I believed in your love and that it was happiness

It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying

You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love

Being loved by one person
Giving love to one person
I foolishly believed that person would be you

It’s all lies. All lies
Your love for me was all lies
You’ve hurt me so
You left me crying

You said you’ll love only me, protect only me
Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love
and leaving me was love

{RAP}
To say it was love was a lie
Saying that you loved me was a lie
Saying it was eternal was a lie
Left me Only with the words that she’ll come back
Where did she go We’re falling further apart
Where did she go We’re falling further & further apart
I’ll love only you

Just in case you came back, back to me
I can’t love again
Even though you hurt me, and saddened me
I’m waiting only for you

It’s all lies, All lies
Our separation was all a lie
Because you are my love, my all
I’m waiting only for you

FT Island, After Love.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-26T05:21:00.001-07:00

Word of the day: over you.
||someday, in another place, i'll got over you.||

Graduation Ceremony end perfectly.
Hehe. *except for some detail things, it is rate as perfect.*
Went out with pak cik and ailin to buy things for Anniversary.
Well, i did lots of stupid things. *hehe*
And, we had SPECIAL MEMORIES too. =P
We keep on daddy here daddy there when we bought shirt as everyone were staring at us.
They were confused why this three people doing here?
Probably they thought we are kacau kacau.
But at last, we bought something, at least.

Oh ya, i baked cake yesterday.
Um, it is STEAM la actually.
It looks yummy and it did taste yummy also.
Pictures will be upload soon.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-23T08:46:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Tired.
||extremely exhausted.||

Im going to faint im going to faint im going to faint.
Gonwo is Taekyung?!
Taekyung is Gonwo?!
*No, its impossible, they doesnt looks alike lar.*
=.=
Oh well im actually talking about the Gonwo from Beethoven Virus and the Taekyung from A.N.JELL.
They are same person.I shocked when i knew that he is starring Beethoven Virus also.
Anyway, A.N.JELL rocks and Hongki who starring as a British-Korean, Jeremy is so funny.
He likes to do stupid stuff but he is chubby. =P

Tomorrow is Graduation Ceremony.Having lotsa stuffss to do.
So, do sleep now, nights.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Silhouette.
||Dark shadow.Follow me, til the end of me.||

BOY FRIEND vs IDOL.

Who did you choose?
Lots of people choose the first one although now is not the time for that.
Surprisingly, i choose second one.
Hoho, it is quite a shocking answer, but then i really do choose idol.
As what we know, boyfriend might affect our study if we do not handle it properly.
Oh well, idol might affect but no much, as they do not know us and we do not know them well.
This is the conclusion that i've make with Fion. *too free*

Secondly, DO BUGS HAVE RELIGION?

will bugs have religion?
Then perhaps we should use spade to bury them and read something for them.
How bout an Islamic bug?
Then we should wash it properly then read Al-quran for it.
But then Buddhist bug will be easier right?
They do not need to wash at least.

Thirdly, I WANNA WATCH MEATBALLS!

I haven't watch yet as there is no spare time after going to Redbox.
Oh ya, we get a bottle of Sparking juice because of Halloween.
And the juice is suck.
So dont ever go and try it, or else you will really regret for trying it.
It did taste like kicap although it said it is made from grapes.
Or maybe they do really put kicap in? =.=
Anyway, they do taste suck to me.

Fourthly, TOMORROW IS RAPTAI.

Not going back to class i think.
How's tomorrow? hmm.

Fifthly, I WANNA OWN SUJU AND FT ISLAND NEW ALBUM.

but then i have no money to buy la. T.T
Save money might be a good choice but when can i own it?

Thats all for today, school days are boring.
Because im too lazy to do anything.
Too late for now, so nights.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

I want those album!
Imma going to save money and buy!

Super junior's

F.T Island's

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-15T08:55:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: monologue.
||talking to myself silently||

I notice that i like to talk to myself lately.
Um, its sounds weird right? but i do sing to myself, so it shouldn't be at the top place of weird things i've done.
AND, i notice one of my classmate like to talk to herself too.
This one looks like 'lost spirit' type and she do always say something weird to me. =.=
Wonder maybe she feels lonely? *then i think i should find someone to talk with her*
=D

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-14T04:59:00.000-07:00

Word of the day : Dizziness.
|| You spin my head right round right round.. ||

Everything spin and spin after pmr. duh*
I wasnt feeling well after this freaking pmr, i feel like im ganna faint any time. ==
Mandy said i become "no spirit" after exam and im so damn agree. haha*

I have nothing to do. =[

Things repeat and repeat day by day, i wish to escape from here and go to somewhere.
Somewhere or anywhere.
I dont mind to maroon on the island like Robinson Crusoe, but at least let me bring my comp there.
Or, imma going to live in a jungle with monkey?
Um, first option better.
Oh ya, things are becoming worst day by day and i realize, SOMEONE IS REALLY BORING. =P
Well, i dont mind this, but at least do not repeat every single things that you said one minutes ago. laugh out loud*
I wash i can meet Genie and tell him to grain me wishes.
It would be so nice if he do really grain and make my wishes come true. pray hardly*

I wish to own Suju and FT Island's new album!!
Their songs are damn nice.
I wish to own Minhwan's drumstick! and Jaejin's bass guitar!
Super Junior M had a new song called 'super girl.'

My head are going to burst as my brain cant generate any design. T.T
Impulses are working slowly and motor nerves are working slowly too.
IM GOING TO BECOME AN OLD LADY... -.-
Forget bout this.

Zhenying is going to leave here and go to Singapore.
She might packing her luggage now.. :P
Anyway, all the best to her.

I wanna watch Cloudy Filled With A Chance Of Meatballs and Surrogates!
But nobody accompany me. =[

Aha, i think i should stop now, getting crazy and crazy.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Breaking free.
|| Think of HSM, ey?||

And so, pmr was FINALLY passed! *finally*
It means we are free!
Free from those books, History of course and those electric and account things in KH.
But then, i suddenly felt bored for no doing anything now =.=
Its weird.hmm.

Oh ya, currently addicted to two boy band -- Super Junior and FT Island.
They do dance well and sing well.
Thus, im now currently addicted to Korean songs.
Last but not least, FT Island are HOT!
Their songs are so nice and Hongki and Jonghoon and Seunghyun are freaking hot. =]
And so do Suju, Yesung rocks! =P

This is the Old F.T island, with their ex-guitarist, Wonbin.

This is new F.T island with their new member, as a raper and guitarist, Seunghyun.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-04T07:17:00.001-07:00

There is nothing here in the heart left to borrow,
There is nothing here in the soul left to say.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Unfair.
||World is unfair, always.||

There is no justice, no so called truth.
The world hadn't changed, since years.
Home haven't changed, since years too.
Wrong still wrong and yet right is still wrong too.
Unfair.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-10-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Devoted.
||addicted to something. =P||

Well, PMR just around the corner and i haven't finish my revision.
What i only left is just less then a week.
LESS THAN ONE WEEK. *damn*
And i still online as usual. -.-
*it is so hard to cut down the time that i spend on surfing net.*
T.T
"Concentrate" to Super Junior lately.
So addicted to their "Sorry sorry".
*sorry sorry sorry sorry, nega nega nega macheo, nega nega nege pyjeo pyjeo pyjeo porio baby...*
What a catchy beat. haha.
And i like YESUNG the best. :P
He has a really nice voice.

Here is:

Yesungie. :P

.:shuenyee:.

2009-09-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Tool.
|| what's the feeling for being a tool?||

Well, IM BACK!
Computer was being naughty for almost one month.
Gah. ON and OFF.
So saying HELLO now.
Second task - change my blog skin.
Story will be continue tomorrow.

i was being a fool.
why i wasnt hate her one year ago?
why now?
why?

.:shuenyee:.

2009-08-23T05:44:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: contradiction.
||mind and brain had been devided into two.||

Mum's birthday at 21th August. :)
Want to make something for her but end with nothing. T.T
Anyway, Mum, Happy Birthday!

Went to band practice with Jiamei at 22th August.
'Surprisingly' we found five people in classroom.
=.=
No outdoor due to raining whole morning.

Sunday was so boring. *so lazy to do revision*
I wanna go out! *but then raining*

I've did something really wrong right?
I wasnt purposely.T.T
Really wasnt purposely.

I appologize.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-08-16T04:27:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Weightless.
||I wanna feel weightless.||

I wasted my Saturday and Sunday.
I've done nothing. :(
Highly recommanded - - All Time Low.
I like this band a lot.

Was suddenly realized that grandpa was older than i thought.
Time, like a blink of an eye. *sigh*

.:shuenyee:.

2009-08-10T04:52:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Perfect.
||Imperfect is perfect.When you desire perfect, then there is not perfect anymore.||

Well, three days to JPN Geography and im still here.
At least i got feel guilty. :)
I guess im not going to pass it with flying colour. *sad case*
Gummy bear finished and so do marshmallow. T.T
*How am i going to do revision..*
Last but not least, practicing Pachelbel's canon d recently.
Am going to success in those semiquavers.
Someday. haha.

.:shuenyee:.

2009-08-07T21:21:00.001-07:00

Word of the day: Boredom.
|| Ahhh.||

Blogskin got problem.
So i switched to my last time's skin due to lazy find new blogskin plus my mouse rosak again.
=.=
This new layout looks plain. *simplicity mah*
Anyway, after my mouse function normally, i'll change back la.
So, now's the white-grey's layout. =P

.:shuenyee:.

2009-08-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

Word of the day: Haunted.
|| Where are you? I need you, dont leave me here on my own. Speak to me, be with me, I cant survive unless i know you're with me.||

Was addicted to Haunted, this song lately.=]
8 days left. Hah. Am going to die.
Havent finish doing any revision yet.
And this is what i called - damn.
Trail is around the corner and yet i cant concentrate. T.T
Schooling was so boring nowadays plus when double science period.
A few words to desribe - - Boredom, Aunty bargaining price and although she was wrong, she still said she was the right one. =.=
And i realize she was being auntier and auntier day by day.
She even scold us stupid.
How sad was it. *tsk tsk*

.:shuenyee:.